Thursday, May 23, 2013

Worth (Color Poem 2)


Worth
     Gold

My eyes scan the room
as I step onto the scale
that will decide
my worth and my home.

The flashing numbers on the scale
blur together as the man,
the auctioneer,
beside me
stares at them increasing.
And they stop.

One-hundred-ten
the numbers displayed.
A pound of gold is two-thousand dollars,
so one-hundred-ten two-thousands
is two-hundred-twenty-thousand.

It isn’t much.
The golden numbers are projected
on a screen behind me
for the men and women watching
to see my worth.
I take a deep breath.

This is completely necessary,
     mother had told me.
We need the money to keep living,
     father had explained.

One-hundred-ten.
With barely anything to feed
me, my weight is low.
Most of the others on scales
were at least two-hundred.
But it fits.
My family only sees me as a means
to an end.

The faces come into focus,
some with shining, golden teeth
in their smiles,
   their smirks,
      their sneers,
and they seem satisfied with the low price.
And I know that,
to them and my family,
I am worth my weight in gold.

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